All at once I feel completely alone.
Because I am.
So why am I going doing my head in to help others.
I am a nobody.
I literally have no one I could turn to if I lost everything.
I’m meant to be taking Boss to the dog park but just want it to rain so much so I can cancel
Nobody ever really sticks around.
And why should they
I can’t even do something as simple as not interrupt people even though I have been so aware for so long and still keep doing it!
I can’t even do that right.
I feel sad and stupid.
Had to defer again.
Everything takes me so long.
And most of the time I don’t even remember what I have learnt.
Now I’m crying