I knew I should have made double what it said 🤦‍♀️

There I go not taking my own advice 😂

Least I feel better now 😌

I think sometimes my mind not only runs away from me but also starts believing that I am the only one “failing/running behind/feeling like I’m not good enough” when really I know this is not true.

It turns out not only did my boss not know how much work is involved with the online learning theory before the actual workshop on Safe Storytelling but neither did others in my team.

Oh and regarding my work video’s, the 13th of June is the last day to submit them…

I also realised after my momentary mini break down that what I said actually makes sense since I can affectively close everything down whenever I want to if I decide I want to fade away into the shadows. Right now I do not. Right now, I want to tell stories. So that is what I am going to do 😁

Since I’m going to do online training tomorrow, I am currently enjoying watching this trial. I mean I feel bad for the both of them really but hearing someone be broken down just to “borderline personality disorder symptoms” was really hard to watch.

I truly don’t think I fully realised just how badly people like me are judged. I can’t help but feel sad since I know I have done some pretty bad stuff in my life but people can change. I am not that same person anymore. Slowly but surely I am healing myself. Maybe that’s why I have to share. Because the old saying “people can’t change” is absolute bullshit.