I know I have so much to change and work on to become an even better version of myself. I continue to make mistakes over and over again. I don’t want to. I don’t personally think anyone wants to. And yet, here we are a bunch of humans all just making mistakes…
I know I haven’t reacted well to being dumped as a friend by someone I honestly trusted and believed everything she said. I know I could have reacted better.
But right now I am choosing to focus on the fact that, I may not have reacted the way I would have liked in hindsight, I handled it far better than I ever have in the past.
I am taking this to mean that I can continue to grow and evolve, meaning there will come a time in my life where things like this don’t hurt me anymore and I react exactly like I would like to.
But, I am very happy about being able to pull myself together and go and visit the person I met at the vet in August 2021.
He has kindly given me a new jacket which fits perfectly, and a pair of pants which also fit, they just need a hole to be stitched up so I’ll take them to an alteration place when I can. He also gave me a pair of winter gloves he never uses anymore. They are a bit big but in great condition so I know someone will get use out of them.
This shows me that even though I feel as though I have failed in regards to how I handled Nichele telling me I have too much trauma to be her friend, at least I still have so much to be grateful for.
Now I’m going to go and make sure Grammarly Premium is set up correctly and then do some uni work.
Life goes on, and I still have plenty to do.
Time: 3:32 pm