It has taken me most of my life to truly understand this with acceptance, but I am so happy to say that I am finally in a place where I can get past the hurt at a much faster rate.
Something like this would have floored me, probably even a year ago. Don’t get me wrong, it still very much felt like a punch in the gut when I received the message ending our friendship and then the follow-up one saying I have too much trauma for her to deal with. I very much cried my eyes out, both when it happened and again after the last video I made.
But I’m outside now, reflecting on everything and have remembered how important it is to focus on the good in every situation and step into what I know and believe to be true.
The Universe brings people in and out of our lives for a reason. Sometimes it’s hard to see that is while it’s happening. But I believe we can learn from anything.
I am sad in that sense that someone thinks that I am clearly ‘too much’ to have as a friend. Though I still honestly just don’t get it. We talked and drunk wine together a few times. The one day I studied at her place, I did my thing, while she worked. I ade no sound unless she and I were talking..
But I have to focus on knowing that I am good enough exactly the way I am. All I showed that woman was love and kindness. So, whatever she thinks she sees in me, I really hope she sorts out for herself.
I am sorry if what I said in last video offended anyone. I really was just saying what she constantly referred to as her group of friends.
Anyway, it’s time to pick up the dog poo 💩