Day 107: 15th April 2022 | No.1 goal right now is to make peace with the bugs! ๐Ÿ˜†

I have come to fully accept that until I make peace with these annoying little flying fuckers, that no amount of bug spray is going to help.

I am being spiritually tested. I have known this since it started. But as we know, my ego enjoys doing everything the fast, easy way… resulting in me usually having to learn whatever the lesson is, multiple times ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ˜…

So, from here on out, I will no longer be using the bug spray. I definitely won’t be killing them myself with hamds when they fly around my face, like at least two of the fuckers currently are, while I type this..

Instead I am just going to focus on raising my vibration to where I need to so that the bugs leave of their own accord..

Which I fully believe they will, since all other things like flies, ants and spiders etc. have all been great. They never bother me. I purposely wait for all “moving dust” (so ants and tiny spiders) have all gone before I even vacuum.

This to me shows that I do have the patience within me to deal with them long enough until they leave. Even now, as a few of them fly right near my face, I can feel the internal conflict between my Higher Self and my ego. .

So, here’s hoping this is the last video I make involving these annoying bugs ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜‚

Also, Easter seriously confuses me and without fail, I always forget which day people say Happy Easter ๐Ÿคฃ I sent out a few messages until Rachel confirmed that it’s Easter Sunday when people say it lol ๐Ÿ˜†

Anyway, I have plenty to do on my to do list still, plus really want to take motorbike out for a ride. I figure all these public holidays will hopefully mean less traffic on the roads. I just have to ensure I’m feeling alert and focused with pain levels under control. Both of which I’m waiting for medication to kick in ๐Ÿ™„

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