I’m so unbelievably happy and excited and grateful for this opportunity!

It has renewed my faith that the Universe has my back. Everything I believe and feel is because it’s real..

Just like how much I can feel you. I always can. And even more so on days like today..

Yet instead of holding onto the wonderful, happy, full of love feelings..

My ego is trying to drag me down by reminding me that you aren’t here in 3D. That I can’t hug you..

And right now, I would give anything to be able to hug you..

I did just picked up my new glasses now. They look so good! Both pairs are the “sexy librarian” type we both love 😜

I feel better typing this out. I love you Mr X. I told you when I met you that I felt something I didn’t believe was humanly possible.. that I would love you unconditionally forever…

I’m 36.. forever is ages away… xxxx