If being a foster parent for dogs and puppies means leaving them outside outside all day without really giving them any attention makes no sense to me.
But whatever. Nothing to do with me how someone wants to run their NFP Pet Rescue. I personally don’t feel like any of this needed to happen. Yet even as I type that I realise that it obviously did. We can not change one single thing that we can done. It is literally impossible.
Earlier I thought the take away from this was that I’m still supposed to foster but with a different place. Now I’m not so sure. I absolutely loved having the dog and puppies here but I haven’t been doing it long enough to really get a proper experience. I am starting to think it might completely exhaust me. If I am going to I’m going to find a new one I will actually do my research first. But I’m definitely some time to think on things.
I am very much medicated as anyone who’s read my blog knows. I have been on and off meds since I was finally brave enough to tell a doctor how unwell I was mentally at the age of 20. I had been cutting in secret for years and didn’t know what else to do. I am happy I asked for help. It made me a better person. Not a weaker one. Please always remember that if you need help. Don’t try and “save face”. You are worthy.
Obviously with the mental health illnesses I deal with are all pretty extreme on their own so in combination, it’s no wonder I feel so completely and utterly wrecked 😦🙁😞
Omg 😫 stupid phone!! 😖 why are you in my hand 🤦♀️🤣 time 3:33 pm